So the alpha version of this was a comment thread made somewhere else, that sounded really gender essentialist at the beginning. Which is a problem, and thank you again to the friend who pointed that out. So now I'm going to talk around this subject and see what I can get to fall out.
I want to have things that "belong" to enbies and other varieties of queer people. I want to know that the cultural things we invent, we can use to signal other like-minded folks without those things getting co-opted as the new fashion/trend and assumed to be part of binary culture, which often happens. Maybe not every single thing we invent, but surely a few things would not be too selfish. At the same time, that doesn't mean I want to have rigid gender norms for enbies (and binary ppl, either), and I realize telling people what they can and can't wear or do with their hair is at best problematic and at worst gender essentialist. It just sticks in my craw that 'phobes who want my queer ass to not exist will cheerfully use folx' cultural markers to be trendy and then turn right around and discriminate against us while wearing pieces of queer culture. It's irritating as shit, and I don't know what to do about it, which irritates me even more. Ugh.
Also, I think part of what draws some folks to those fringe/countercultural practices like hair, makeup, and clothing styles outside the norm is that we are reflexively identifying with being outside the norm, that we feel the pull even if we're not ready to claim a queer identity yet. So I get wanting there to be gray area for people to take baby steps into. Wanting a super-short pageboy hair cut was absolutely egg behaviour on my part, and I could not have explained at the time why I wanted it. That might also be weak evidence that someone is gravitating toward others of our kind. So I don't want people who still think they're cishetcetera to be like, banned from ever having an edgy haircut, and so forth.
I dunno. I want to have options that are outside of the Masc Dude/Femme Chic binary, that don't keep getting co-opted by the cishet binary identities. Like, one time I literally dyed my hair the bisexual pride flag colors, (icon related), and people just thought it was "pretty" and didn't put any kind of thought into why it was those colors in that configuration. *sighs forever* USian culture needs to start teaching people media literacy and it's applications to real life. We need to ask questions about where stuff came from and what it means. Sometimes a cigar is not just a cigar, etc.. When people pick a style, maybe we should start asking what it's going to mean to the people who invented it, or at least have some idea who those inventors actually were.
Anyway, if you have thoughts about this, or adjacent to this, I'd love to hear them.
I want to have things that "belong" to enbies and other varieties of queer people. I want to know that the cultural things we invent, we can use to signal other like-minded folks without those things getting co-opted as the new fashion/trend and assumed to be part of binary culture, which often happens. Maybe not every single thing we invent, but surely a few things would not be too selfish. At the same time, that doesn't mean I want to have rigid gender norms for enbies (and binary ppl, either), and I realize telling people what they can and can't wear or do with their hair is at best problematic and at worst gender essentialist. It just sticks in my craw that 'phobes who want my queer ass to not exist will cheerfully use folx' cultural markers to be trendy and then turn right around and discriminate against us while wearing pieces of queer culture. It's irritating as shit, and I don't know what to do about it, which irritates me even more. Ugh.
Also, I think part of what draws some folks to those fringe/countercultural practices like hair, makeup, and clothing styles outside the norm is that we are reflexively identifying with being outside the norm, that we feel the pull even if we're not ready to claim a queer identity yet. So I get wanting there to be gray area for people to take baby steps into. Wanting a super-short pageboy hair cut was absolutely egg behaviour on my part, and I could not have explained at the time why I wanted it. That might also be weak evidence that someone is gravitating toward others of our kind. So I don't want people who still think they're cishetcetera to be like, banned from ever having an edgy haircut, and so forth.
I dunno. I want to have options that are outside of the Masc Dude/Femme Chic binary, that don't keep getting co-opted by the cishet binary identities. Like, one time I literally dyed my hair the bisexual pride flag colors, (icon related), and people just thought it was "pretty" and didn't put any kind of thought into why it was those colors in that configuration. *sighs forever* USian culture needs to start teaching people media literacy and it's applications to real life. We need to ask questions about where stuff came from and what it means. Sometimes a cigar is not just a cigar, etc.. When people pick a style, maybe we should start asking what it's going to mean to the people who invented it, or at least have some idea who those inventors actually were.
Anyway, if you have thoughts about this, or adjacent to this, I'd love to hear them.