Therapy-adjacent post
Jul. 27th, 2025 09:13 pmSelf-care today: read poetry, knee-elbow touches and spider-crawls, and taking to ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
rens_sanctuary.
I pissed off a friend this morning, and I am not sure how, and that’s always a lovely feeling, right? /s And one of the people I want to complain to and process with is being annoyingly still dead. Goddamnit, Bat. Get your ass back here and haunt me like a real ghost, so I don’t look like a mad person with all this talking to myself.
*sighs forever*
Do you ever want to like, cosplay as your dead friends? I want to put on Bat’s amazingly ditzy Karen-sona who needs to speak to your manager and call Visa about Steam. I just. Do you ever want to like wander around a grocery store being a goofball, swordfighting with found objects, and leaving “For Rectal Use Only” stickers on things? Just occasionally let the part of you that that one person brought out back into the world?
Right now I want the world to miss Bat the way I do, even though that’s 1., not possible; B., seriously petty and fucked up; and on the third hand, not everyone even has a blog to complain and emotionally process on. Get those feelings on the page where you can process that shit, I say.
rens_sanctuary. I pissed off a friend this morning, and I am not sure how, and that’s always a lovely feeling, right? /s And one of the people I want to complain to and process with is being annoyingly still dead. Goddamnit, Bat. Get your ass back here and haunt me like a real ghost, so I don’t look like a mad person with all this talking to myself.
*sighs forever*
Do you ever want to like, cosplay as your dead friends? I want to put on Bat’s amazingly ditzy Karen-sona who needs to speak to your manager and call Visa about Steam. I just. Do you ever want to like wander around a grocery store being a goofball, swordfighting with found objects, and leaving “For Rectal Use Only” stickers on things? Just occasionally let the part of you that that one person brought out back into the world?
Right now I want the world to miss Bat the way I do, even though that’s 1., not possible; B., seriously petty and fucked up; and on the third hand, not everyone even has a blog to complain and emotionally process on. Get those feelings on the page where you can process that shit, I say.