Too many feelings, must put somewhere
Sep. 10th, 2024 11:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Ways I feel today:
Fine?
Busy
Hopeful
Frazzled
Defeated
Sad
Nostalgic
Accomplished
Heartache
Lonely
Stress-based nausea
Overwhelmed
Today is the day for going through the top of my desk and sorting out what can be given away and what I will need next year and can afford to take with me. I think my desk may need to find somewhere to go? Someone to be given to? I’m not sure how much space Mom will have to put things, or to store stuff that will be in boxes. I have to pack up ten years of crap and move across the country. Twice. I want to keep all of my comfort items and stuff that will be expensive to replace, but … yeah. Space.
Also I listed those feelings from memory, so I feel like I am getting better at remembering and identifying emotions?
Fine?
Busy
Hopeful
Frazzled
Defeated
Sad
Nostalgic
Accomplished
Heartache
Lonely
Stress-based nausea
Overwhelmed
Today is the day for going through the top of my desk and sorting out what can be given away and what I will need next year and can afford to take with me. I think my desk may need to find somewhere to go? Someone to be given to? I’m not sure how much space Mom will have to put things, or to store stuff that will be in boxes. I have to pack up ten years of crap and move across the country. Twice. I want to keep all of my comfort items and stuff that will be expensive to replace, but … yeah. Space.
Also I listed those feelings from memory, so I feel like I am getting better at remembering and identifying emotions?
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Date: 2024-09-14 09:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-10-04 04:30 pm (UTC)Those times "in between": the places you have been and will be, the memories of the life before and the imagination of the life after. It is such a jumble of emotions. 🫂 I am glad in your jumble you wrote down accomplished and hopeful. I hope you can keep those close by in the coming weeks. This is really hard to do, but you are doing it. 💖