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flamingswordI felt restless because I thought that my brain was trying to throw me a mixed state because I believe that my brain is unreliable and extra like that.
I felt sullen because I thought that I would have confronted Ghost about the timeline about getting back together with Merlin already and haven't because I believe that my well-being is not enough to motivate people even when they love me.
I felt sad because I thought I could be doing more than this because I believe that I can get everything done that I can think of, all evidence to the contrary.
What did you accomplish today? Bought groceries and embroidery supplies, finished beadwork and 1 clip on the next hairpieces, saw Ghost's brother and sister in law, ate peanut shrimp, looked cute in my Ichigo Mikou dress.
What was the best part of your day? Talking to Ghost in the car on the drive over.
How did you practice self love today? Eating pie for breakfast, journaling, self-massage, soft blankets and warm socks, bought craft supplies, invested in learning Python, relaxed, crafted, listened to good music, worked on updating my understanding of myself to who I am now.
https://automatetheboringstuff.com
What are you grateful for?
Bernadette Banner videos, the Time Falls Like Moonlight album by City Girl, my friends, having money for hobbies to keep my disabilities from driving me fucking bonkers.
What do you need to let go of? The learned response to neglect where I believe nobody is motivated to spare me pain.
I felt sullen because I thought that I would have confronted Ghost about the timeline about getting back together with Merlin already and haven't because I believe that my well-being is not enough to motivate people even when they love me.
I felt sad because I thought I could be doing more than this because I believe that I can get everything done that I can think of, all evidence to the contrary.
What did you accomplish today? Bought groceries and embroidery supplies, finished beadwork and 1 clip on the next hairpieces, saw Ghost's brother and sister in law, ate peanut shrimp, looked cute in my Ichigo Mikou dress.
What was the best part of your day? Talking to Ghost in the car on the drive over.
How did you practice self love today? Eating pie for breakfast, journaling, self-massage, soft blankets and warm socks, bought craft supplies, invested in learning Python, relaxed, crafted, listened to good music, worked on updating my understanding of myself to who I am now.
https://automatetheboringstuff.com
What are you grateful for?
Bernadette Banner videos, the Time Falls Like Moonlight album by City Girl, my friends, having money for hobbies to keep my disabilities from driving me fucking bonkers.
What do you need to let go of? The learned response to neglect where I believe nobody is motivated to spare me pain.