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Aug. 9th, 2018 07:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flamingswordThe lotion bar/custom scents/bath bomb business looks to be almost ready to go. I just need to start working up a stock and sign up for a tax ID and I will be ready to start going to farmers markets. *crosses all fingers*
Bat got moved over about three weeks of my free time, but when you community needs you, you show up. Some people don't show up for the things that ground them in their communities and then they wonder why they feel lonely and disconnected. Relationships take work, even friendships. That is one of their basic structural units.
If I need the friends on here and other media, I know that a good number of you would show up. That knowledge of reciprocity helps me feel secure. It pushes back against my fundamental abandonment issues and my anxiety which says that if I am ever vulnerable everyone will flee from having to talk about emotions.
I guess I will have to start signing people up soon to come out to farmers market weekends with me. And I can do that because you know I've got your back. I may have a whole set of disabilities, but I will use what I've got to get you where and how you need to be.
I love y'all, even when I am too sarcastic to show it. I'm working on that.
Bat got moved over about three weeks of my free time, but when you community needs you, you show up. Some people don't show up for the things that ground them in their communities and then they wonder why they feel lonely and disconnected. Relationships take work, even friendships. That is one of their basic structural units.
If I need the friends on here and other media, I know that a good number of you would show up. That knowledge of reciprocity helps me feel secure. It pushes back against my fundamental abandonment issues and my anxiety which says that if I am ever vulnerable everyone will flee from having to talk about emotions.
I guess I will have to start signing people up soon to come out to farmers market weekends with me. And I can do that because you know I've got your back. I may have a whole set of disabilities, but I will use what I've got to get you where and how you need to be.
I love y'all, even when I am too sarcastic to show it. I'm working on that.