relax, relapse

[flamingsword]

So, yeah. I was sick my entire vacation. I got the swine flu, a secondary infection, and Friday I started my period. We got less done on the apartment than if this had been a regular work week, nothing done on decorating for the House-o-Ween Party this coming Saturday, and no project completions of any sort, and I'm pissed about every bit of that.

But I'm just gonna let it go. I acknowledge the feelings of betrayal and frustration and loss. And I realize that they are valid, and they are my feelings. And now I'm going to go take a hot bath and clip my nails off and get ready to take care of people tomorrow with a cheerful heart, because I DO love my job, and I like having joy to contagion onto people. Inner peace: this shit is still really new, yo.

In other news, season 2 of True Blood is hella awesome, and anyone who wants to get me the vampire Queen for Christmas is my favorite. :)

Comments

[elucreh.livejournal.com]

I hate, hate, HATE it when that happens; I'm sorry it happened to you! But hopefully a good day of work will help you be chipper. ^_^

[femimonkey.livejournal.com]

Yay for Halloween parties!

[kadairk.livejournal.com]

Glad you are feeling better. *hugggs*

I've spent the weekend getting rid of the bad energy (and germs!) of all the illness that was here during the week.

I've got my kids this evening, but would you like to grab coffee? I'll text you, in case you don't see this. I'm available after 5 or so.

[sushi-slave.livejournal.com]

Damn, I knew you were sick, but jaysus