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So we're past the anniversary of Larry's death, and I didn't feel so bad this year. No sudden urges to be anti-social, no mood swings or irrational behaviour beyond the normal. I may have discovered a permanent solution to things that can't be fixed being broken. Grow. If I can't have a heart that is whole and unbroken then maybe I can have a heart so big that the damage is structurally unimportant, like the broken nose of the Sphinx. I may be funny looking, but I'm still here, just a big stone cat with a distaste for Corsican generals.

I talk to myself a lot. I talk to you, the reader, as a way of clearing out my stray thoughts and putting them away. Sometimes I read back through and can see patterns in what I do and why. So how do you guys do it? What is the mechanism of your growth? How do you rearrange yourselves and in what ways do you recognize your weaknesses?

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[ameranth.livejournal.com]

I really like your icon.

Doesn't everyone talk to themselves a lot? And talk to the imagined readers? I know I do all the time.