Kick the last nail in …
Sep. 8th, 2024 09:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flamingswordI’m having buyers remorse I guess? About wanting a divorce. About getting what I hope I want out of something that is going to suck pretty hard for at least a year, if you start counting from now, which I am. So I’m just trying to remind myself that I don’t have to settle for feeling unhappy and lonely in my marriage, or constantly watchful/under threat in this state.
We’re going to the attorney tomorrow to start filing paperwork for a no-fault divorce with spousal support. I think my hind brain may be having part of its shit-fit over whether I “deserve” that, and if not, how do I make that happen. And I need to keep telling myself that Ghost volunteered. It was his idea, even. I was a good enough spouse for him, even if I am ending things now. It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.
We’re going to the attorney tomorrow to start filing paperwork for a no-fault divorce with spousal support. I think my hind brain may be having part of its shit-fit over whether I “deserve” that, and if not, how do I make that happen. And I need to keep telling myself that Ghost volunteered. It was his idea, even. I was a good enough spouse for him, even if I am ending things now. It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.