Friday, May 11th, 2012
May. 11th, 2012 08:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flamingsword*claps hands* So: the MRI was Monday, it's now Friday, and even though the results should be in they're NOT and I'm having mild anxiety about calling the clinic for my MRI results on Monday. I'm trying to get all of my reactions in place for all of the options, and there are a lot of options but they break down to these three:
1. Your brain malfunctions in this specific ways and we can make it better with these therapies, which are expensive.
2. Your brain malfunctions in this specific way and we can't do much for you; good luck.
3. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WE CAN'T EVEN TELL. (addendum: How many times did you say you've been hit in the head?)
I'm drinking Bailey's in decaf while listening to the rain through the screen door; I'm blogging and looking at tumblr while waiting for Benjamin to show up; it's actually quite nice to be me right now. My energy is low, but my mood has recovered. I'm on day 55 of my period because the depo provera shot hates me, and I am thinking about making tribal pagan jewelry for a friend's mom.
Next week I'll have the other pair of glasses I ordered and then I will have blue-blocking shades to wear indoors so the photophobia doesn't continue trying to kill me with nausea. I already have the black/polarized shades to wear underneath the goggles so that I can drive in the sun and it no longer hurts or gives me weird visual distortions. Brain: stop hitting yourself.
Nothing introspective to report, just daily activities.
1. Your brain malfunctions in this specific ways and we can make it better with these therapies, which are expensive.
2. Your brain malfunctions in this specific way and we can't do much for you; good luck.
3. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WE CAN'T EVEN TELL. (addendum: How many times did you say you've been hit in the head?)
I'm drinking Bailey's in decaf while listening to the rain through the screen door; I'm blogging and looking at tumblr while waiting for Benjamin to show up; it's actually quite nice to be me right now. My energy is low, but my mood has recovered. I'm on day 55 of my period because the depo provera shot hates me, and I am thinking about making tribal pagan jewelry for a friend's mom.
Next week I'll have the other pair of glasses I ordered and then I will have blue-blocking shades to wear indoors so the photophobia doesn't continue trying to kill me with nausea. I already have the black/polarized shades to wear underneath the goggles so that I can drive in the sun and it no longer hurts or gives me weird visual distortions. Brain: stop hitting yourself.
Nothing introspective to report, just daily activities.
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Date: 2012-05-12 02:08 am (UTC)