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flamingswordI'm still compiling a list of things to study. Geology. The chemical structure of rocks. Hindi language and mythology.
Okay: emotional honesty. I've met people recently who I feel a connection with, and I haven't really done anything about it. I still feel that making new friends would be like sealing off the door to the ones who left, betraying them somehow, betraying myself - the part of me that still loves them. Are there any epiphanies out there in the wings?
Any clarifying truths hanging out next door to reality? I'm not even sure that this feeling has anything to do with other people. It's still just me alone inside my head, talking to myself *about* other people and not experiencing them firsthand.
Tell me what you think, Mac. I'm listening.
Okay: emotional honesty. I've met people recently who I feel a connection with, and I haven't really done anything about it. I still feel that making new friends would be like sealing off the door to the ones who left, betraying them somehow, betraying myself - the part of me that still loves them. Are there any epiphanies out there in the wings?
Any clarifying truths hanging out next door to reality? I'm not even sure that this feeling has anything to do with other people. It's still just me alone inside my head, talking to myself *about* other people and not experiencing them firsthand.
Tell me what you think, Mac. I'm listening.