pissed off.

So Ghost and I just had our very first shout-at-each-other argument. He's off one of his bipolar medicines due to pharmacy electronic systems bullshit, and it turns out that when he gets even a little unstable he will say stuff like, "Your paranoia is killing me".

So it feels like he was just saying that he respected my fears and the reasons behind them, and because he can't see a reason for himself (straight, white, upper class, cis man) to be afraid, that there's not a "real" reason to be afraid. That my and other folx wanting to GTFO of Texas is "paranoia".

I'm kinda livid rn. I'm going to go calm down before work.