All of the ugh.

I am just going to whine forever bc polyamory is haaaaard. Cut for ( relationship whinging and health woes. )

In other news, I am trying to platonically reconnect with someone I was in love with forever ago, now that I no longer fear the life-ruining crush aspect of our friendship. There was a whole 4-way unrequited crush circle from high school and into college, it was really quite a shitshow. Hopefully we can at least be friendly acquaintances. I still miss that dude. People weirder than me are more precious than rubies, and more rare.