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Dec. 13th, 2022 12:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flamingsword• Which three words or phrases best describe your emotional state?
Bemused, copacetic, under pressure
• What burdens are you carrying right now? Can you list all of them?
I want to get everyone their Yule / giftmas presents before the holidays are here. I want to buy, prepare, and arrange for good food for the tiny Yule lunch I’m having with some of the pagan friends. I want to clean up the apartment to that end as well. I need so many spoons, y’all.
• Have you eaten / hydrated / moved / connected with someone recently?
Yes, yes, no, and yes. I will move more in the morning.
• How does your body feel? Are you holding tension anywhere?
My shoulders and face are tight, but I’m slowly withdrawing from the SNRI because I keep missing psych appointments and it’s really not seeming to do much for either pain or anxiety. So I will just deal with the discontinuation side effects, and continue to decrease my doses.
• What needs do you have that are not being met yet?
I need to talk to my sister about some childhood stuff we have in common.
I need Mom to get my pronouns right this Christmas to show that she was listening and that she respects me. I ought to talk to her about how I was let down by her and why I’m so angry with her parents about the neglect and abuse.
I need Ghost to communicate stuff like his mother’s book preferences by thinking about it before he says he doesn’t know.
I need to go get the![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
oldqueersyellatcloud post ready for posting … basically now.
• Name 1 good thing that happened today, 2 people who brightened your week, and 3 things that you found funny this month.
Today I got done with the crochet bandolier, the 🏴☠️📚project (for now), and blocking the beanie. So I am ready to send out a bunch of gifts tomorrow! My week was brightened bygenderjumper reaching out and helping distract me a bit when I was a grump, and by flameandsong for helping start the comm. Funny stuff: the Sauron-is-Santa meme a friend shared, a fun bit of modern “Christian” heresy, and Ghost telling me that the crypto bro who got on the cover of Forbes has been arrested for wire fraud.
Bemused, copacetic, under pressure
• What burdens are you carrying right now? Can you list all of them?
I want to get everyone their Yule / giftmas presents before the holidays are here. I want to buy, prepare, and arrange for good food for the tiny Yule lunch I’m having with some of the pagan friends. I want to clean up the apartment to that end as well. I need so many spoons, y’all.
• Have you eaten / hydrated / moved / connected with someone recently?
Yes, yes, no, and yes. I will move more in the morning.
• How does your body feel? Are you holding tension anywhere?
My shoulders and face are tight, but I’m slowly withdrawing from the SNRI because I keep missing psych appointments and it’s really not seeming to do much for either pain or anxiety. So I will just deal with the discontinuation side effects, and continue to decrease my doses.
• What needs do you have that are not being met yet?
I need to talk to my sister about some childhood stuff we have in common.
I need Mom to get my pronouns right this Christmas to show that she was listening and that she respects me. I ought to talk to her about how I was let down by her and why I’m so angry with her parents about the neglect and abuse.
I need Ghost to communicate stuff like his mother’s book preferences by thinking about it before he says he doesn’t know.
I need to go get the
oldqueersyellatcloud post ready for posting … basically now. • Name 1 good thing that happened today, 2 people who brightened your week, and 3 things that you found funny this month.
Today I got done with the crochet bandolier, the 🏴☠️📚project (for now), and blocking the beanie. So I am ready to send out a bunch of gifts tomorrow! My week was brightened by
genderjumper reaching out and helping distract me a bit when I was a grump, and by flameandsong for helping start the comm. Funny stuff: the Sauron-is-Santa meme a friend shared, a fun bit of modern “Christian” heresy, and Ghost telling me that the crypto bro who got on the cover of Forbes has been arrested for wire fraud.