coven shtuff
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:26 amI've been not-thinking about coven politics lately. And that's a good thing, sort of. It's not going to solve anything to be upset with people for the preferential treatment they get from someone who isn't going to change their ways. And it's not like they don't pay their own price for it, they have to hold back, lie about themselves to get that respect. And I'm fair moithered with it, but I'm sticking it until something better presents itself.
I was trying to be interested, get my third degree, and then maybe talk to the coven as one of it's elders on the need to respect different paths on their own terms. But it's not going to happen that way. At this point I don't even care about the advancement, as it would be emotionally meaningless. This isn't my path, and I'm running out of lessons that I can learn from my priest and priestess. It's not that I think I know everything they do, don't get me wrong. I just don't think they're capable of teaching certain lessons to me, or I of learning it from them. Our paths are a bit too divergent from here on out, and I'm not interested in learning what's possible before I get there myself.
After all, things are only impossible until they're not.
I was trying to be interested, get my third degree, and then maybe talk to the coven as one of it's elders on the need to respect different paths on their own terms. But it's not going to happen that way. At this point I don't even care about the advancement, as it would be emotionally meaningless. This isn't my path, and I'm running out of lessons that I can learn from my priest and priestess. It's not that I think I know everything they do, don't get me wrong. I just don't think they're capable of teaching certain lessons to me, or I of learning it from them. Our paths are a bit too divergent from here on out, and I'm not interested in learning what's possible before I get there myself.
After all, things are only impossible until they're not.