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And let me just say that professional jealousy is weird. I'm proud of myself for figuring it out, and for triaging it for future fixing, but until the economy picks back up, some of my coworkers aren't going to be doing as well as they had been, and most of my regulars are pain clients, they're not going anywhere. There's a little less friendly tolerance of me than there was before Thanksgiving, a little less warmth to the breakroom conversations, more odd looks. No, I haven't pissed anyone off, and even if I did, the two other people who are still booked wouldn't be getting similar treatment. >:[

It's very human to feel threatened by someone who has the things that you want, but it's not a part of humanity I can share in. So I just get to be uncomfortable in a new way for a bit.

Whatever.

Date: 2009-01-31 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flamingsword.livejournal.com
I don't get any of it. Other people are just not that scary to me. Honestly, the worst thing anyone can do to me is ignore me, and that happens all the time anyway. What they have, what I have or haven't got - what has that got to do with what I am to them?

People are fucking baffling.

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