hanging my tomorrows on the bones of yesterday

I was toxic for her, too, sometimes. I am still not great at standing up for my boundaries in a way that does not sound blaming, and I’m in therapy to work on that stuff. But I don’t think she can or would choose to fit into the spaces my boundaries leave her, and so the breakup was kind of inevitable. She just saw it before I did.

She didn’t handle the dumping me part very well, but I knew it could come to that when we became closer friends. 🤷