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Movie tickets in my wallet
May. 25th, 2016 07:58 pmThor: The Dark World Sunday, November 10th, 2013
Grand Budapest Hotel Friday, May 2nd, 2014
Avengers: Age of Ultron Saturday June 6th, 2015
Star Wars: The Force Awakens Monday December 28th, 2015
Keanu Sunday, May 1st, 2016
Captain America: Civil War Saturday May 14th, 2016
These were all the movies I saw in the theater from the first one where I drugged myself three different ways on headache meds and anti-nausea/anti-motion sickness meds and still couldn't make it through the movie without getting overwhelmed and headachey. And now I am finally on meds that work right and can see films without anything more than a normal person level of having to look away if there's shaky camera work in a scene. At least, I am pretty sure that's normal and you are hereby instructed to let me keep this harmless illusion.
So next time my health does something awful and I'm getting cozy with despair, I will remind myself of this; that things get better too. My life does not always move from bad to worse, sometimes it swings back up into gladness and melts my field full of sorrow.
May it happen for you, too.
Grand Budapest Hotel Friday, May 2nd, 2014
Avengers: Age of Ultron Saturday June 6th, 2015
Star Wars: The Force Awakens Monday December 28th, 2015
Keanu Sunday, May 1st, 2016
Captain America: Civil War Saturday May 14th, 2016
These were all the movies I saw in the theater from the first one where I drugged myself three different ways on headache meds and anti-nausea/anti-motion sickness meds and still couldn't make it through the movie without getting overwhelmed and headachey. And now I am finally on meds that work right and can see films without anything more than a normal person level of having to look away if there's shaky camera work in a scene. At least, I am pretty sure that's normal and you are hereby instructed to let me keep this harmless illusion.
So next time my health does something awful and I'm getting cozy with despair, I will remind myself of this; that things get better too. My life does not always move from bad to worse, sometimes it swings back up into gladness and melts my field full of sorrow.
May it happen for you, too.