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I'm so tired I could cry. Hell with this. If work is going to be okay then I am taking some of the emergency valerian stash and drugging myself to sleep.

I've had insomnia before, I can handle this like a responsible adult. And I'm going to keep telling myself that until I'm asleep. And when I wake up I will be groggy and disoriented and easily confused and I will suck it up and deal with that. Because I am a goddamned adult.