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Jul. 27th, 2011 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flamingswordIt's impressive what one night of poor sleep and an all-day headache can do to you when you're depressed. Last week was better, and I'd thought i was on the upswing. I had motivation in the mornings and things were funny again, and now I'm back at low ebb.
It occurs to me that none of my hobbies directly benefit my life. I should trade out beadwork for making things i actually use. Or maybe study materials science and take up designing sustainable ways to reseed trees and keep them alive the crucial first two years. Or something. I feel useless to myself, disappointed in what I've accomplished so far. Mrr.
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It occurs to me that none of my hobbies directly benefit my life. I should trade out beadwork for making things i actually use. Or maybe study materials science and take up designing sustainable ways to reseed trees and keep them alive the crucial first two years. Or something. I feel useless to myself, disappointed in what I've accomplished so far. Mrr.
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