I'm socially acontextual. I don't really care whether something is supposed to work like that or whether something is 'a girl's drink', 'menswear', or 'authentic'. And thus I don't really have a 'people like us' that I apply to myself as a social normative. And why does everyone else think that I'm subject to the out-of-character actions? Most of you have seen me drunk, and I'm just . . . louder. And I talk a little slower.
I think other people have a reaction to alcohol that may not be just a disinhibitor, but that also shuts down specific reasoning processes about future values and consequences of their actions. And I don't get that. And now I feel all awkward and alien again.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2009-07-10 07:08 am (UTC)I think other people have a reaction to alcohol that may not be just a disinhibitor, but that also shuts down specific reasoning processes about future values and consequences of their actions. And I don't get that. And now I feel all awkward and alien again.