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2025-05-13 04:40 pm
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Been a minute

I did okay on midterms (I think), bombed a paper that I had not known was due bc it was in the syllabus in the wrong place (…), and got three different vaccines - because I both needed them and wanted to try a piece of internet advice about the covid booster for folks with dysautonomia and possible MCAS.

I took a cetirizine, a Zantac, and a Dramamine an hour before getting the covid booster, another antihistamine at bedtime, and one in the morning the next day. Effect: the day after the shots I was a little tired but not more than a normal day for me, my neck was a bit stiff but not to the point of having a headache, and my arm was sore but could be touched easily and worn long sleeves on. The day after that? I was _completely fine_. So if you have reason to suspect that the covid booster is worse for you than it is for others, feel free to treat yourself like you’re allergic to it.

In other news, my inner teenaged!Heidi is chuffed because guess who has two thumbs and their first gray hair? Yeah, this fully-grown-up adult! I made it, y’all! I made it to damn near 45 and haven’t even wound up in a mental hospital yet! Woot woot!

Plants are happy, most of my people are doing as well as they can be, all political things considered. I, uh. I have been stressed out and not on here much, so if you had a big thing happen and I didn’t comment on the post I probably missed it, and feel free to drop me a link to it in my DMs or whatnot.




In other news: links! The big good news first:

https://neurosciencenews.com/vagus-nerve-stimulation-ptsd-28818/
Summary: A pioneering clinical study found that pairing vagus nerve stimulation (VNS) with traditional therapy eliminated PTSD diagnoses in all participants up to six months post-treatment. The trial combined prolonged exposure therapy with brief bursts of VNS via an implanted device, enhancing neuroplasticity and sustaining remission.

This is going to take a while to get replicated but should move faster than studying the MDMA method of doing basically the same stuff.

YouTube links behind the cut: Read more... )
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2025-04-23 07:49 pm
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(no subject)

https://www.autisticasfxxk.com/blog/book-review-shadow-work/ There is already a shadow work workbook for neurodivergent folk! Now I just need to get my hands on it.

https://www.whec.com/top-news/buffalo-researchers-create-a-vaccine-to-combat-a-deadly-bird-flu-strain/ Bird Flu (H5N1) vaccine news! Researchers at the University of Buffalo have developed a vaccine that achieved 100% protection in mice studies against a lethal H5N1 bird flu strain!
https://bsky.app/profile/sailorrooscout.bsky.social/post/3lng2fdbw4s2c - Peer reviewed info in this BlueSky thread, but you have to log in.

https://www.livescience.com/health/neuroscience/scientists-hijacked-the-human-eye-to-get-it-to-see-a-brand-new-color-its-called-olo Scientists basically hijacked the human eye to make people see a new color. If your face just did a thing with how much you desperately want to see the new color, then we're wearing the same hat.
"With this technique, the researchers enabled five people to see a new color, dubbed "olo," which the study participants described as a "blue-green of unprecedented saturation." The researchers, some of whom participated in the experiment themselves, described their technique and the new color in a study published Friday (April 18) in the journal Science Advances."


Link to YouTube video of Colossal Squid behind cut )
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2025-02-23 09:30 pm
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Links!

For my Gifted / Intellectual / Creative Black folks, a community: https://www.ourwildminds.com/about from their About page
Why Black Gifted Adults Specifically?

Being a gifted or twice-exceptional member of one or more of these groups can be inherently challenging as it flies in the face of expectations placed on many of these social groups. To exhibit intellectual giftedness as a Black woman, for example, is to elicit confusion, derision, disbelief, amusement, suspicion, pathologization, and even rapt fascination — all of them dehumanizing and disorienting.
I learned of this community from this talk on giftedness here, via the AuDHD Flourishing podcast.

https://www.pocket-lint.com/amazon-kindle-download-feature/ - If you need to use a USB to move stuff on or off your Kindle, do it in the next few days? They are enshittifying the service and dropping that feature.

https://cbsky.app/profile/swizzard.pizza/post/3littag5dl22i - if you need a weird crossover that might make you giggle.

https://www.tumblr.com/toothsalad/775242139675377664/free-bulk-covid-tests please order 300 Covid tests and give them out to poor folks? The US stockpile is getting kinda … possibly shitcanned? But reports vary on whether the regime is caving to public pressure.

https://www.theroot.com/a-list-of-companies-that-continue-to-support-dei-1851755249 Unlike the parent company for the cowards who own Humble Bundle, some places have realized that Diversity Equity and Inclusion are strengths and not dangerous vulnerabilities the way bigots like to listen to their feelings about.

Let’s all give up on the practical world and install hidden book case doors? On second thought, these are like $1k, nevermind.

Hatshepsut’s brother’s tomb was found!

Cut for YouTube link: Read more... )
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2025-02-05 09:50 am
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Links for fighting back

It has been a minute since I’ve posted some links. Let’s do that. All of these links mention political fuckery that is ongoing, so if the context of what you can do about these political coercions doesn’t make it stress-neutral for your mental health, then maybe skip those links.

Weekly small tasks to prevent book censorship.

Open source alternatives to a lot of softwares and platforms, in case you’re thinking of switching off the folks who are scraping your data to feed to AI and sell to anyone who’ll pay for it.

How to freeze your credit score in case a historically massive amount of US financial data is stolen by people who have no security clearance. Just, for instance.

Other simple ways to fight back against the rising tides of authoritarianism. The most recent newsletter contains this call to action as an example: Read more... )


And finally: - I put the “omen” in “women” - cross stitch pattern. This made me giggle, so it gets shared, too.
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2025-01-18 09:23 am
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Building a Links Post

Holding on: - To The Censorious Ones by Anne Waldman poem of woman power that I hope takes hold, especially in white women learning to fight for WoC.

Goodbye, Horses by Q Lazarus. RIP, David Lynch.

Holding it in:
https://www.npr.org/2025/01/17/nx-s1-5264378/biden-era-national-archivist-constitution Biden, who tried to get the Equal Rights Amendment certified into the constitutional archives in his first year in the presidency, once again pushes his understanding that the ERA has been ratified and is the law of the land. (Even if it doesn’t work, it’s sucking a lot of oxygen out of Mango Mussolini’s inaugural whatever, which I find hilarious. Plus there are all kinds of political ramifications; stay tuned and I’ll update y’all when I see stuff about it.)

https://www.cnn.com/2025/01/17/politics/biden-commutes-sentences-non-violent-drug-offenses-crack-cocaine/index.html Biden can’t change the laws that overprosecute largely-Black populations of nonviolent drug users, but he can commute a bunch of federal sentences, which he did.

https://embrace-autism.com/raads-r/ - assessment for “sub-clinical” autism, I.e. folks who can mask well enough that it doesn’t show up as an obvious disability, but whose brain’s fundamentally work like ours do. You are part of this spectrum, too! You belong here!

https://projects.propublica.org/climate-migration/ Climate migration projections over the next half a century.

https://retrofilmvault.com/ - Public Doman Movies And Films: The Ultimate Archive

https://www.tumblr.com/ms-demeanor/772883965218586624/hi-youre-in-the-la-area-right-i-hope-you-and?source=share And someone knowledgeable weighing in on the Protonmail debate.

If you have cool stuff you think I should know, feel free to drop those here in comments.
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2025-01-07 10:37 am
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Goals, Links, and Snowflake

Snowflake Challenge #4

Since this is the start of a new year, this challenge will be e to set your own goals! Of course we can all make large or ambitious goals, remember that small and/or short goals are also good!


My resolution this year is that I’m going to play more. The goal is to do or say one goofy or silly or flirty or ridiculous thing every day. Play is good for the brain and helps our nervous system experience safety.

If I make a hexi-puff every day as well, that would be cool and go a long way towards making a blanket that I want to make for the Washington house. Link that doesn’t want to hyperlink: https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/the-beekeepers-quilt
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2024-11-19 06:52 pm
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(no subject)

https://www.nilc.org/resources/affordable-care-act-for-daca-recipients-a-guide-to-apply/ - DACA recipients are eligible for health insurance under the Affordable Care Act for the first time!

https://bsky.app/profile/azalben.bsky.social/post/3lawjdxpick2l - Lists of bad actors to block on your shiny new Bluesky account!

https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/imz-schedules/downloads/adults-schedule-easy-read.pdf - immunization schedule for adult vaccination, in case you want to get those before RFKJr pulls the plug on those.

https://www.haymarketbooks.org/blogs/517-ten-free-ebooks-for-getting-free - Free ebooks for liberation!

https://www.tumblr.com/andrewducker/766471507852541952?source=share - Not everything is a dumpster fire! There are still some bright spots.

https://www.intomore.com/culture/identity/this-piece-of-rediscovered-trans-history-will-make-your-day/ - Dora Richter survived Nazi Germany, and we can survive US Christofascism. Hold each other so tight, friends!
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2024-11-07 03:33 pm
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Link of importance

https://bsky.app/profile/rahaeli.bsky.social/post/3labvxce57a2r

Rahaeli/ [personal profile] synecdochic has an 11-point bluesky thread that you should read. Even if you’re a straight white Christian male, you should know what is coming for your friends and allies and how to help guard against it.

“Right. Here's your to-do list for the next two months to put you in the best possible position to survive what's coming:

1. Renew your passport (or apply for a passport) this week even if it is not expiring in the next four years. Renewing early will give you the maximum 10-year validity period.”
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2024-11-06 10:07 pm
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You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

I am:

• on a big Taylor Swift kick right now, musically.

• starting to have less neurogenic mood swinging and interrupted sleep bc of the Atarax/hydroxyzine. But then the election, and ...

• down to 6 big things to do before December. The weight is not all lifted, but I feel less overwhelmed at the prospect of moving.

• had achey joints from the constant pressure swings of the rain we had over the weekend. Ugh.




https://diyhrt.wiki/

https://www.alz.org/alzheimers-dementia/treatments/medications-for-memory/

https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/routes-of-safety-model#What-are-the-Routes-of-Safety,-and-how-can-they-aid-relationships?

https://aeon.co/essays/a-new-field-theory-reveals-the-hidden-forces-that-guide-us




My American folks: This is your reminder to update your power of attorney, wills, and other documents that can take the place of legal recognition of your marriage, if you are married to someone of the same sex, or an immigrant, or someone else “undesirable” to the upcoming US christofascist empire. Trans folks: get your passports, updated ID and drivers license - even if the gender marker is wrong. You can socially transition after you flee the country if it comes down to that. (I know, I know, I need to do this, too.) Assume the worst and plan ahead. If you need links, I will find you links. Ping me in the comments.

Let’s all be safe out there, folks, and continue to live to spite those who want us to quietly cease to exist.
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2024-10-15 09:42 pm
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Moar links!

https://getpocket.com/explore/item/we-re-told-to-eat-a-rainbow-of-fruit-and-vegetables-here-s-what-each-colour-does-in-our-body - “Eat The Rainbow” as dietary advice is helpful, but what does it mean for your health?

https://www.theverge.com/2024/10/15/24271148/fcc-data-cap-impact-consumers-inquiry - the FCC is still taking comments from the public on data caps and how they affect people’s internet usage.

https://www.quantamagazine.org/even-a-single-bacterial-cell-can-sense-the-seasons-changing-20241011/ - it’s not even cold yet and my joints are complaining because Winter Is Coming (🐺). They know.

https://www.quantamagazine.org/the-hidden-world-of-electrostatic-ecology-20240930/ - Bees and insects have a whole sense that we’ve never imagined.

https://health.clevelandclinic.org/hand-exercises-for-arthritis - Hand and wrist exercises to ease arthritis pain and stiffness. I’m starting to need these.

https://youtu.be/vXTGARuNqNQ?si=kPmTip22_NkYbQZs - Studio Ghibli lofi on YouTube

Oh! Also tomorrow is International Hang A Nazi Day! Do your part for history, folks!
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2024-09-07 04:47 pm
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Good vibes needed

https://youtu.be/gaOwKqIptRw?si=e4vMcaMv0qDIFc4v - Jammidodger on YouTube spreading some positive trans vibes
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2024-08-11 10:04 am
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wait until the sun shines through ...

I may be visiting Seattle with a friend to get the lay of the land in mid-November? They have a conference to attend, and I want to gtfo for at least a while to see what places are like that are not devolving into barbarism. I am setting aside money, and we're going to fly out there for about a week, hopefully. Wish me luck about being able to deal with the temperatures.

How to make the best grilled cheese sandwiches according to the The Kitchn, which I will be trying out tonight, hopefully.

I might make myself this hood here in this yarn here sometime before I move to the PNW, which I still want to happen even if it takes a year of being away from friends and only near not-particularly-emotionally-healthy family in Winston-Salem NC. I'm going to see if Ghost will let our relationship turn into a long-distance relationship for the time until he decides whether to leave Texas.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLfzO7Sbdc4 - How Philosophers Confront Death (ft. Caitlin Doughty [AKA Ask A Mortician]) - PhilosophyTube video on YouTube.

https://www.thestranger.com/ - I'm going to start reading Seattle's only newspaper next year.

Some excellent news in the shifting political landscape: Presidential Campaign Reset: Arizona, Georgia and Nevada move from Lean Republican to Toss Up. Also, according to 538’s poll aggregates, Harris has an edge over Trump in the battleground states of Pennsylvania, Michigan, and Wisconsin, and she’s running neck and neck with Trump in North Carolina. This election is making swing states out of red ones, and some polls have Republicans taking deep-red Texas by only five points. Meanwhile Trump is sulking and indulging his dementia over in Florida instead of campaigning like the Harris/Walz team is doing.
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2024-08-04 09:00 pm
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Just one link, bc you need to see it

https://www.sfchronicle.com/politics/article/rfk-bear-19619347.php - “RFK Jr. Admits In Bizarre Video That He Dumped Dead Bear Cub Carcass In New York’s Central Park.”

He staged the dead cub to make it look like it was killed by a bicycle, instead of having been hit by a car. He was planning on eating it, but had to catch a flight! He admits this. Out loud with his own actual face. The story just gets wilder the whole ride! I just … !

Y’all. Y’all! I have not had cause to use the phrase OMGWTFBBQ much less to have said it out loud twice while Ghost was reading me that. No wonder this guy got brainworms!

(Okay, I lied, two links, this one to help you bypass the paywall for that one. https://lifehacker.com/how-to-bypass-a-paywall-to-read-an-article-for-free)
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2024-08-01 02:23 pm
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the links are swarming again

https://bsky.app/profile/clh2oars.bsky.social/post/3kvhelbpwwn2y - ✨twelve queer SFF books without romance ✨

https://youtu.be/UEWa93Jss1Q?si=D_1rKD7GATCd1hKH - youtube video - The Signs of Complicated Grief (Spotting the Symptoms) by Dr. Tracey Marks

https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/cadeautje - slipper pattern that I might make for a friend this winter

https://reactormag.com/dude-bill-teds-keanu-reeves-and-alex-winter-to-star-in-production-of-waiting-for-godot/ What is says on the label. If they do this play in-character as Bill and Ted, it could be both profound and fucking awesome

https://fsmtb.org/regulated-states/ - this is the bullshit that I am dealing with if I want to GTFO of Texas, because I am grandfathered in to Texas' system at the old 300 hour education, due to my having been licensed here for 19 goddamn years

https://www.npr.org/2024/06/08/g-s1-3475/social-security-ssi-asset-limits - reminder to the voting public: when people talk about "the disabled" they are talking about me and those like me. If I get even a tiny bit more disabled, I will not be able to work and will probably have to rely on this country's extremely faulty SSDI system to support me. Which will mean I have to get divorced, give away my retirement savings, and find a way to legally get rid of my 401k. Because our laws are that fucked up.

TW, ANXIETY - Thing that I am about to watch that may set off anxieties:
https://youtu.be/DalnJ-isI5A?si=AIRm2aNtD_hCaCMe - youtube video - The World Is Not Ending - by Sophie From Mars
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2024-07-15 06:30 pm
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Moar Links!

https://docs.google.com/document/d/165UOTOGHvxjCEdpVv6hDWJI4W8WE2-3lh_xyziq6UnQ/edit Plus Size Elegant Gothic & Lolita Fashion Taobao Guide Google Doc

https://www.gofundme.com/f/dees-gender-confirmation-surgery-fund A friend is getting her GCS soon, if you’ve got spare dollars this week.

https://www.npr.org/sections/goats-and-soda/2024/07/03/g-s1-7988/hiv-prevention-drug-clinical-trial HIV prevention drug has a clinical trial that _absolutely stopped_ HIV transmission. Yay for pre-exposure-prophylaxis!

https://www.sciencealert.com/a-new-pathway-found-in-the-brain-could-help-spell-the-end-of-migraines New nerve pathway discovered in the brain for targeting in migraine research.

https://accounts.smccd.edu/bellr/LazinessDoesNotExist.pdf Laziness Does Not Exist, an essay in PDF format by social psychologist Devon Price
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2024-07-12 11:02 am
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Some more links as I clean my computer.

Cool stuff first, wack stuff behind a cut:

https://www.liveeatlearn.com/list-of-fruits/ There are 600 fruits?! And I haven't eaten even half of them? Well, that just won't do. Mission for next year, probably.

https://journals.asm.org/doi/10.1128/mbio.01088-24?s=09
"We and others have found that antihistamine drugs, particularly histamine receptor H1 (HRH1) antagonists, potently inhibit SARS-CoV-2 infection. In this study, we provided compelling evidence that HRH1 acts as an alternative receptor for SARS-CoV-2 by directly binding to the viral spike protein."
This also means that we are that much closer to figuring out the link between the virus and the Long Covid syndrome.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57247159 CLUEGIRL HAS RETURNED!! This is not a drill! She's writing a hella gay original fiction paranormal mystery that I am already super invested in, even though I am pretty bad at maintaining interest in WIPs. If you remember her and her work fondly, please come help cheer-read?

https://www.cnn.com/2024/07/10/politics/alexandria-ocasio-cortez-impeachment-supreme-court/index.html AOC has introduced articles of impeachment for corruption on SCOTUS Justices Alito and Thomas, for taking large, undisclosed financial compensation for their supreme court votes, i.e. bribes. It won't make it past the republican-controlled House, but it will show swing voters that Republicans are only tough on crime if you don't count the ones committed by their own.

https://www.vox.com/future-perfect/353430/what-if-absolutely-everything-is-conscious? Panpsychism, the belief that everything that exists may hold some level of consciousness, is having a resurgence in an odd place: philosophy and the sciences.

wack stuff: )
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2024-07-07 11:11 pm
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Links

I’m dumping some links bc my brain is too full.

https://techknitting.blogspot.com/2009/04/crossing-stitches-one-way-to-avoid-hole.html I found a cool knitting blog that no longer updates, but is full of ways to ie. stop the hole at the side of a sock heel.

https://www.airnow.gov/announcements/ How is the air quality where you are, fellow Americans?

https://flameandsong.dreamwidth.org/821361.html If you or someone you know are going off of any form of cannabis, especially with prolonged use, there’s stuff you should know, like that your brain can habituate to cannabinoids, and so it can suck to come off of them.

https://www.optimallivingdynamics.com/blog/how-to-stimulate-and-support-your-endocannabinoid-system A vitamin supplement blog about stimulating the endocannabinoid system.
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2024-06-15 12:35 pm
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Link post

https://imgur.com/a/tBLO2jb - what I’ve been up to, in pictures

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1KuKlSrlyTfJfFEyqcq0ctujKOGWqefu_Vxr2lJWjGz8/edit?usp=sharing Headaches: a TED Talk by yours truly on how to identify a headache type, and what I do about mine.

https://youtu.be/jHP942Livy0 - a YouTube video about dishwashers and how to get yours to be as effective as possible.

https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/BF01553705 - living at high altitudes is apparently great for rheumatoid arthritis and a lot of other chronic pain conditions

https://www.theflowerchildbruja.com/blogposts/exploring-copal-resin-8-diverse-methods-of-transformation-for-medicinal-use - stuff I’m reading up on about making resinoid perfumes
https://perfumeson.com/isopropyl-myristate-vs-perfumers-alcohol-which-is-better-for-fragrance-making - and another thing.

https://nerdykeppie.com/products/kindly-consider-dying-mad-about-it-fitted-racerback-pride-tank-top?variant=45154560934106 - pride merch I am considering buying, since my own tank tops are starting to spring holes

https://wecandohardthingspodcast.com/ - episode 319, Breaking Generational Cycles: Embodiment and Healing Trauma with Prentis Hemphill - okay, so first TW for talk of disordered eating by someone who has it, but next: I need this person’s book. It’s supposed to be kind of like the step by step guide to doing the work of finding safety inside yourself, and being intentional about making choices in your life. I want to feel as nervous-system regulated as they do, I want to feel as free to choose things and to navigate my path constrained only by the present forces of the moment, and not by all of the past baggage I have carried around so long. 🥲 Someday, y’all. #LifeGoals
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/we-can-do-hard-things/id1564530722?i=1000658860442