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flamingsword) wrote2008-02-18 09:04 pm
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Chanting and transcription pt. 1
We burn with the power of a million stars.
We turn with the cycles of the fertile Earth.
We are children of great promise:
We are inheritors of magic's spark.
We are children of great promise:
We dance the light out from the dark.
In all of my power I open up,
In all of my strength I rise.
In all of my power I open up:
I'm reaching to the skies.
We dance in the heat of our Heart's Desire
We dance in the heat of our Heart's Desire
Open the Gate, the Key is within, to the Temple of the Heart.
Notes from the Feri workshop on Sex, Will, and Magick: italicized words are current commentary on the notes.
sex
I have a lot of blocks to my sexuality and creativity, fears of destroying things, harming people with my strength, fear of being the thing that people will use to break themselves on. I hope, when I get past that, to use that creativity and sex to make a better world, but I can't see or even imagine past that blockage to think of what that me or that world would be like. And that scares me, too. If people don't put themselves back together in a fashion that still has a place for me, then they will leave. It has happened before and it hurt, so it's not irrational, but maybe it's also time to get over it and accept the possibility that trusting and letting go will help them to be the better people they want to be, even if I'll miss them when they go. And I will. I don't stop loving people just because it's been a long time or because they're different now, or because we parted on bad terms. But I've gotten over the rest of it, and this is next on the list.
Microcosmic Orbit meditation to help with sexual energy blockages.
Like the Peacock Angel, I have no gender in my head. So when I imagine sex or have sex with myself I imagine myself as either entrant, entrance, or both. If you have never masturbated thinking of having another one of you making love to yourself, you are missing out on an important perspective in self-exploration, I think.
Breath is sex: it is a binary cycle of giving and receiving, exchanging molecules and energy across the moist barrier of the lungs.
Sex is intellectual: communion is energetic communication. We trade energy directly during sex, and the fetch and god-selves get to speak for a change. We consider it "wordless" only with our talking-selves.
"The price of kissing is your life. -Rumi
Will and Magick installments will have to come later. I'm knackered.
We turn with the cycles of the fertile Earth.
We are children of great promise:
We are inheritors of magic's spark.
We are children of great promise:
We dance the light out from the dark.
In all of my power I open up,
In all of my strength I rise.
In all of my power I open up:
I'm reaching to the skies.
We dance in the heat of our Heart's Desire
We dance in the heat of our Heart's Desire
Open the Gate, the Key is within, to the Temple of the Heart.
Notes from the Feri workshop on Sex, Will, and Magick: italicized words are current commentary on the notes.
sex
I have a lot of blocks to my sexuality and creativity, fears of destroying things, harming people with my strength, fear of being the thing that people will use to break themselves on. I hope, when I get past that, to use that creativity and sex to make a better world, but I can't see or even imagine past that blockage to think of what that me or that world would be like. And that scares me, too. If people don't put themselves back together in a fashion that still has a place for me, then they will leave. It has happened before and it hurt, so it's not irrational, but maybe it's also time to get over it and accept the possibility that trusting and letting go will help them to be the better people they want to be, even if I'll miss them when they go. And I will. I don't stop loving people just because it's been a long time or because they're different now, or because we parted on bad terms. But I've gotten over the rest of it, and this is next on the list.
Microcosmic Orbit meditation to help with sexual energy blockages.
Like the Peacock Angel, I have no gender in my head. So when I imagine sex or have sex with myself I imagine myself as either entrant, entrance, or both. If you have never masturbated thinking of having another one of you making love to yourself, you are missing out on an important perspective in self-exploration, I think.
Breath is sex: it is a binary cycle of giving and receiving, exchanging molecules and energy across the moist barrier of the lungs.
Sex is intellectual: communion is energetic communication. We trade energy directly during sex, and the fetch and god-selves get to speak for a change. We consider it "wordless" only with our talking-selves.
"The price of kissing is your life. -Rumi
Will and Magick installments will have to come later. I'm knackered.
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