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flamingsword ([personal profile] flamingsword) wrote2022-01-31 10:16 am
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unformed thought to come back to

I want to do a thing, but I don't know what I want. Ugh.

If I can take the spirit of the Snowflake challenge into the rest of the year and keep reaching out to fans and building those network connections, it should be worthwhile? I know I should keep up a higher level of reaching out than I do most of the year, so I need to devise some kind of, perhaps weekly, Fandom Thing to do. Or see if there's already an ongoing fandom journal prompt comm or something to follow? I don't know. I have all these feels and nowhere to put them.

Maybe I will comment on two journals a week that I find via tag-browsing. As long as I don't put pressure on myself to friend and follow anyone I don't have rapport with, I should feel not forced to do anything and it will work out, theoretically?

In other news, cramps are so dumb. Just, mindless beastly things. Why, body. Why.
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[personal profile] ex_flameandsong751 2022-02-01 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
CRAMPS FUCKING SUCK SAURON'S ASS and you have all my sympathy/empathy.

I have no idea how the fuck to interact with people, like literally no one wants to friend me on the Snowflake friending meme, I'm sure I give off those bull in a china shop vibes, so I salute you for trying, you are much braver than I.